Woman Warrior

SHASHASHA

I’m closing my blog for EVER. Why? Cause I need to close it. I barely update this, where in the fucking world would I get time to update my tumblr. School is getting as fucking hard as it can get, and I’m dancing and dancing until I faint, and then more. So, I’m pretty busy. But, maybe there is going to be another blog in the future. PROBABLY. I need to really think about it. 

ENOUGH! I’m done with this bullshit. I’ve been waiting for you to talk to me. I can’t be the one to ALWAYS be looking up for you. You want to follow you like if I was a fucking dog. And, darling, I’m not. I’m a woman. You know what that is? NO. Not just a person with boobs and a vagina. I have feelings, and I know men get tired of women talking about feelings and how you guys never treat us right. But, how can we stop talking about it if actually you guys don’t stop talk-trashing us and saying how slutty we are, etc. It’s not right, damn it. Look, my point is, I’m not just another girl that you can have fun with. I’m a girl of forever or never. As simple as that. I’m not only for five minutes. It’s the whole package, bitch. Take or leave it, it’s your choice. I don’t give a fuck anymore, because I’ve been giving too many fucks, already. So, yea, enough is enough. I’m going to focus more on things I love, like dancing, playing with my dog, spending time with my family, spend time with people who truly love me, and care for me. 

But, hey, I have to give you thanks. Because with out you, probably, I could’ve not know what I truly wanted in this life. How to know if the guy I like is a true douchebag or just simply shy, or I don’t know, whatever. You gave me all of the kinds a guy can be. Good luck in your life. I truly do wish you the best. 

A word of advice to all young boys out there?:

BE DIRECT. GIRLS DON’T REALLY LIKE INDIRECTIONS. We do not like it too forward, either. REMEMBER TO BALANCE IT. Balance the forwardness with the indirections. AS SIMPLE AS THAT.

It’s going to hurt like hell. It’s going to feel like you are alone in this world. But it is part of life. You got to go trough it, you got to live life. It is going to be hard, and you may think what’s my point in life if I don’t have any friendstt. It feels horrible, I’ve been there and done that, but I always said that if the people that I’m ereasing from my life right now, they are not supposed to be in my future. For something, they need to be gone. So don’t worry, everything is going to. e alright. You are going to grow up and someday you woll look backwards and say Thank you God, for making my life better. For helping me through this.

YOU’LL GET OVER IT.

Quisiera no haber sabido la verdad. Desearia que todo lo que ella mr dijo no fuera verdad. Pero ahora..

Ya ni sr que decir. Nose como actuar ante esta situacion.

NUTELLA.

I still don’t understand. I just feel like I’m completely useless in this world. One day, he loves, the other one I’m just a friend to him. I don’t get the fucking idea he wants me to get. I’m just a friend to him? Am I something else? It just hurts. 

But, you know what. I think this is enough. I let myself get into friendzone, which I shouldn’t. So, this is my letting-you-know, I’M THROUGH WITH EVERYTHING. If there’s a guy out there for me, let him come. If not, I’m not going to waste my time with some douche. 

I’ll go and eat some nutella, now.